heyhihello

2011-10-26T11:18:00.002+08:00

I miss you, I wonder if you miss me too. But I doubt that you do.

Have been waking up at 5am in the morning the pass two days, today is public holiday and I'm also working! Getting tired already, tired of living. Feel so tired after sleeping, having backache. I'm just tired of feeling tired. But tomorrow is my birthday, like finally I'm seventeen already. But I don't know how to spend it. Go to school early in the morning again. How I wish school can start late and end early, but it's impossible.

Maybe it's true, maybe we don't know what we have until we lost it. But, maybe it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until we find it.

I have been missing my long lost friend, but I also miss you. I know you don't, it's okay. My friend asked me if I've got over you, I said yes. But actually I don't know the answer. I don't think you take me as your friend already. It's like we've become totally stranger again. Hope you're doing fine...

I wanted to talk to you, ask you if you're doing fine. But I've no courage to talk to you, my long lost friend. :< Where are you now?

Day by day, pass so fast.

2011-10-12T20:18:00.004+08:00

I am in love with the idea of begin in love. I love the feeling you get when you're around someone you have feelings for, I love how happy it makes me, I love begin able to have someone to talk to all the times, having someone make you smile and laugh. I'm scared of the idea of begin in love too, though. I'm scared of rejection, I'm scared of begin hurt, and begin brought down.

Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers, and move on. You don't have to forget who that person was to you; only accept that they aren't that person anymore.

I miss my long lost friend, I wonder how have you been; what you're doing now. It's quite a long time since we last contact. I don't know if you still remember me, but I miss you. Miss texting you, miss how caring you're. You said friend forever, yes I really wish we can be friends forever. To me, you're always my friend no matter what. All the little things, are all memories; never been forgotten.

What happened?

2011-09-23T14:30:00.003+08:00

I hate that I kinda miss you. I hate that we don't talk anymore, and we're basically strangers. I miss how you made me feel, cause those few weeks made me really happy. I hate that you've moved on, I hate that we don't even keep in touch. I hate that we had all these plans, that will now be forgotten. I just hate it, I wish I could go back and redo everything.

I don't need to know every detail about you. I don't need to know who your first kiss was or where you got that scar on your knee from. I don't need to know what your favorite food is or how you sleep at night. I don't need to know about the things you dream of. I don't need to know what every look you give means. I don't need to know what you do when you're nervous or sad. I don't need to know if you think about me or not. I want to.

It will never be the same.

2011-09-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid that:

If you see me all the time, you'll get sick of me.

If you talk to me all the time, you'll run out of things to say.

If we do the same things all the time, you'll get bored of us.

If I'm too nice to you, you'll take advantage of me.

If I'm mean to you, you'll drift away from me.

If someone else gets your attention, you'll ignore me.

If you meet someone new, you'll leave me.

And even if we never talk again, please remember that I'm forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.

Total fool.

2011-09-12T19:46:00.002+08:00

In life we do things. Some we wish we we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all makes us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories. But never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you're going.

If someone really wants you, they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.

Missing the person that doesn't miss you; stabbed-in-the-heart.

miss.

2011-09-08T14:44:00.004+08:00

You meet someone. You two get close. It's all great for awhile. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversation. The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you knew. That's how it usually goes, right? Sad isn't it.

Why do we miss a person? It's either because we realize that we never treasured the moments when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again. Or we were too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the idea of having them around.

Acting like a fool.

2011-09-05T18:44:00.004+08:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It's when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when you'll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time. It's when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

I wish you cared. I wish I didn't care. I wish it was easier. I wish things weren't so confusing. I wish I liked myself. I wish I wasn't so insecure. I wish my thoughts wouldn't kill me. I wish reality was more like my dreams. I wish you were really who I thought you were. I wish I could just escape. Better yet, I wish I could just disappear.

People change, feelings change. It's doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.

Finding home.

2011-09-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

I wish that I had never met you. Then there would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care. No need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

But then again, I'm glad that I did meet you. Cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. You were the one who loved me for me. The one who cared when everyone else didn't. The one who listened. The one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever. You were the one who I told secrets to. The one who taught me new things. The one who laughed at my bad jokes. The one who worried for me. The one who did things, just for me.

How to save your heart!

Should never expect, demand, assume.

Know your limits, where to stand, your role.

Don't get affected, jealous, paranoid.

Just go with the flow and stay happy.

xx

2011-08-30T16:17:00.002+08:00

Have you ever laid in your bed and just cried? And cried. Because you think you're ugly. Because you're not good enough for anyone. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to make you feel worse about yourself. Cried because of the comments people burst out, actually hurts? Cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. But you're just a kid and you can't change anything. They tell you to stop complaining that you have it so much better than kids in Africa, even though they don't understand your life either? You don't want to feel like an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up. Around your friends and family you create the lying smile and people believe it. But then at night time, when you're all alone in bed, the girl who everyone thought was always so happy, is crying her broken heart out.

You're right. People do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do. But you can't let that stop you from living. Because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you. You have to find those people and keep them in your life forever.

It's not hard to move on. It's just hard to leave behind what you're not suppose to bring along.

2011-08-25T17:20:00.007+08:00

Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, the dates, or the showing off. It's about being with that person that makes you happy in a way no one else can.

I miss my missing friend, where have you been? Like seasons, people change. They walk in and out of our life, the only things they left is memories. We used to talked like we've met each other long ago. You said friend forever, but now we changed. I'm sorry, if you don't want to talk to me as much as I wanted to talk to you. Treasure all of your friends, you won't know what will happen at the very next minute.

That random flashback which brings back painful memories and breaks your heart all over again.

Where have you been?

2011-08-23T20:50:00.005+08:00

It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. Without a single acknowledging look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once know your fears, your desires, your dream, your past, is now walking right pass you, seeing right through you.

Boy: How can I tell her iloveyou?

Girl: Just do it!

Boy: Okay, let's practice it with you.

Girl: Okay.

Boy: iloveyou.

Girl: iloveyou too, now go and tell her!

Boy: I just did.♥

Hope.

2011-08-19T17:24:00.003+08:00

Be yourself, live life to the fullest, enjoy every step. You are a very talented individual so let your true colours shine. You do not need to change for others, lifes just too short to take for granted. Love everything already that life has had to offer to you.

It hurts the worst when the person that made you feel special yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today.

我一直以来都守护在你身边不知你如何看得见也只好静静靠在一边
你的笑容能让我开心一整夜好想拥有你在我身边让灰暗世界变成晴天
时间已经错多我还有话很想说原谅埋藏心中却要如何开口
该不该继续沉默该不该勇敢直说我的宝贝希望你会懂
不能在一起也没关系只少你懂我的心会在想你那些回忆会永远抱着甜蜜
不管未来你会在哪里我都不会忘记我爱你你是我微笑的原因

The days feel like years when I'm alone.

2011-08-05T18:42:00.005+08:00

Hi~ Cannot go twitter :< so I'm here to blog!

Being replaced is the absolute worst feeling in the world. One moment you think you mean the world to someone, and then before you know it, you're all alone again.

What we all need is just that one person in our lives who we can tell everything to and trust with our lives. Otherwise life becomes so lonely and painful.

------

The girl: I looked at him but he didn't looked back. I think he's mad at me or what. He'll never love me the way I love him.

The boy: She looked at me but I was scared to look back. I think she's going to be mad at me. She never knows how much I love her more than my life.

¯ When you're gone, ¯

Very sweet. ɷ ¤

Girl: Sorry, I cannot accept your love. You are handsome, famous, and intelligent. You are almost prefect. And I am nothing. I am not even pretty to start with. I might ruin your peaceful life.

Boy: Come here, hug me. You are not pretty to some, but for me you're beautiful, you are not famous, but for me you're my superstar, and you are not prefect, but you made me realize I am incomplete.

Everybody leaves.

2011-08-03T20:46:00.004+08:00

Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go.

Everything is falling apart inside.

Once you've been hurt, you're afraid to get attached again. You have this fear that every person you fall for, is going to break your heart.

Ugly + stupid + useless = me.

xx

2011-07-30T15:37:00.002+08:00

15 ways to keep relationship working.

1. Love each other.

2. Don't lie.

3. Keep communication open.

4. Stay sweet.

5. When you get hurt just forgive and forget.

6. Never talk about break-ups.

7. Never say it's okay even when it's not.

8. Forget about "pride".

9. If you say sorry, mean it.

10. Don't compare your past with your present.

11. Don't talk about your stupid ex's.

12. Give and take process.

13. Beware of his/her feelings.

14. When you had a fight, don't let the day pass.

15. Don't be the prefect one, be the right one.

Move on.

2011-07-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

Lesson in Life.

A wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke.

Everybody laughs like crazy.

After a moment, he cracked the same joke again.

This time, less people laughed.

He cracked the same joke again and again.

When there is no laughter in the crowd, he smiled and said:

You can't laugh at the same joke again and again, but why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?

Fly away with the wind.

2011-07-19T09:36:00.004+08:00

Blood.

A girl, no matter how many times she denies it, she will always remember every detail, every moment, every piece of memories you've left her. No matter how much she tries to forget, it will always be there.

If you've been in love.

You'll know the feeling. How you feel insane and time passes so slowly when you're not with them. How they dominate your thoughts and you can almost feel them with you. How you can't help but smile when you know they're thinking about you. How when things aren't going well it drives you insane, and you can't seem to think straight. How when they're not yours, you miss them so much, and you feel that dull emptiness in your chest. Most of all, you'll feel how they're literally everything to you, and nothing can change that.

난 당신이 그리워요

2011-07-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

Love Lessons

→ "Sorry" was never synonymous to "I won't do it again."

→ When he falls out of love, it doesn't mean you're giving less. It's because he's asking too much.

→ Crying before breaking up is good because you're trying to save the relationship, but after is different. That's stupidity.

→ There are no wasted tears. There are only inconsiderate partners. Bitterness is often the painful consequence of holding on.

→ Third parties are not the main issues. It's always the two of you.

→ Forgiveness is different from second chances.

Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.

Missing pieces.

2011-07-15T18:19:00.003+08:00

Define Complicated

It's when you don't know where you stand in a person's life.

It's when you're hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime.

It's when you're like more than friends but not really, and it's like you're lovers when it's really otherwise.

Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all, but at the back of your mind, you're thankful that you have.

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right there by your side.

People change, memories don't.

2011-07-14T19:38:00.004+08:00

It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back, but you can't help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would of lasted.

Forgetting is difficult, remembering is worse. Then what's right?

Trying to forget but every time i saw the things related to you, i can't get you off my mind. Everything starts appearing in my mind, and my mood changed. You probably never remember the things i'll never forget.

It just sucks when you have to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

Some moments bring us together, some moments tear us apart and some moments change us forever. Back to square1, stranger.

You don't know how much it hurts to see the person you care about walk right past you like you're not even there.

That's life.

2011-07-10T15:39:00.004+08:00

Reality of fear:

You're not scared of the dark.

You're scared of what's in it.

You're not afraid of heights.

You're afraid of falling.

You're not afraid of the people around you.

You're afraid of rejection.

You're not afraid to love.

You're just afraid of not being loved back.

You're not afraid to let go.

You're just afraid to accept the reality that he's gone.

You're not afraid to try again.

You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

xx

2011-07-09T15:21:00.005+08:00

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)

Boy: Yeah.. She is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know)

Girl: I heard she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't)

Boy: She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you)

Girl: I bet you know everything about her now. (Like how you knew just everything about me)

Boy: Only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I think of you)

Girl: Well.. I hope you guys last. (Cause we never did)

Boy: I hope we do, too. (What happened to me and you?)

Girl: Well, I have to go. (Before I start to cry)

Boy: Yeah, me too. (I hope you don't cry)

Girl: Bye. (I still love you)

Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

Live to the fullest, be happy.

2011-07-09T13:57:00.005+08:00

I'll go out there and make my mistakes. I'll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love, and get back up. I'll stand on the highest mountaintop and go into the deepest caverns. I'll roam across the world, visit the moon and swim in outer space. I'll let my imagination run wild and let my spirit soar. Why? Because when my life flashes before my eyes in those final moments, I want to have something worthwhile to watch, with plenty of love and laughter, good times and bad. I don't want to regret a thing and I plan not to. Remember, it's not usually the things you do that you regret, it's the things you don't do and leave unsaid. Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot, one shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments.

2010-12-22T17:03:00.002+08:00

my blog is dead! have not update for a few months arld. ><"

because my com cmi, so don't want to use.

last friday(17th december) went to take my results.

so happy that i pass all, didn't except that i will pass my science.

just nice that day is also jaejin's birthday! ^_^♥

idk will go same school as my sisters anot.

i don't want to separate with them.~~

tgt so long le, hope we can go same school.

if not we must still meet, don't forget me worh!

times pass so fast, so fast we leaving this school alrd.

i will miss my friends, i won't forget you all. ^_^~

haha, say until like going leave this world LOL.

2010-09-05T14:55:00.002+08:00

hi, went out with yannis, wendy, lihyi and joanne yesterday.
ps > esplanade > museum > cathay > homed.

went ps first reached and we went fc eat.
after eating went cc then walk awhile.
then went starbucks do the ze:a things.
and we went to the esplanade after that.
bought things and went to the rooftop eat.
then later we went down and joanne went off.
and we walked to the museum.
walkwalkwalk, and we reached went in.
went in awhile cause we went there before.
then we walked to the cathay.
there got people vs dancing, so we watch.
after that we went to the leftfoot shop.
saw a yellow high cut shoe super damn nice!! ^_^
the price also very nice.~
then we went home after that.

2010-08-25T16:00:00.003+08:00

♥SiWan and KwangHee

Today is KwangHee oppa birthday. ^_^

광희오빠,

생일 축하 합니다♥

2010-08-11T19:31:00.003+08:00

Hi, have not update for a long time alrd.
cause also nobody read one, lol.
but i'm bored, so come update.
last week went Chang korean restaurant at iluma, with wendy and yannis. ^_^
and today had maths paper 1 and ebs.
ebs paper got 20+ pages. @@
after that yannis and me went hub find wendy and joanne.
their paper finish first, so wendy accompany joanne go cut hair first.
went we reached she cut finish alrd.
then we go eat lunch, at that time it was raining heavily.
after that we go buy scissors help joanne cut hair.
cause aunty cut until very weird.
so we went to the toilet, and help her cut.
then after so long, finish cutting! not bad okay ^_^!!~
she like can alrd. ^_^~
then went minitoons buy wallet.
we buy same wallet but different picture.
after that walk awhile and homed.
gl for everyone who is taking exam! ^_^
byeeee!~

"Never regret something that once made you smile."

2010-07-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

"Somewhere between the procrastination... and the homework... and the incessant forwards... and the friendships... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes... Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends... And the "I miss yours, the "I love yours, and the "What are we doing tonight?"... And somewhere between all of the changing and growing... Somewhere between the classes... And the skipping classes... And the studying for tests... And the pretending to study for tests... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot... I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart... I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future... I forgot that you can't control falling in love... And that you can't make yourself fall in love... I learned that I can love... I learned that it's okay to mess up... And it's okay to ask for help... And it's okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day... I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances... I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that letters from friends are the most important things... And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends... Both old and new... Are the most important people to me in the world. AND... without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. So this is a thank you to all of my friends... For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch... I still care for you... Always and forever love all you guys." ~~^_^

2010-07-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

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"It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice."
"The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention."

2010-07-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm back for after so long~
changed blogskin ^___^
so long never change alrd, so change a new one.
byebye!~

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."

2010-07-10T16:22:00.002+08:00

Bold your favorite idol(s)

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)

16. G-Dragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)

28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)
29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)
30. Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)
31. U-Know Yunho (TVXQ)
32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ)

33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)

44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee Seunggi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoon (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSub (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minji (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekha (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)
122. Lizzy (After School)

123. Park Gyuri (KARA)
124. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
125. Nicole (KARA)
126. Goo Hara (KARA)
127. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

128. So Hee (Wondergirls)
129. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
131. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
132. YooBin (Wondergirls)

133. Eunjung (T-ara)
134. Hyomin (T-ara)
135. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
136. Soyeon (T-ara)
137. Boram (T-ara)
138. Q-ri (T-ara)

139.Victoria(f(x))
140.Amber(f(x))
141.Luna(f(x))
142.Sulli(f(x))
143. Kystal (f(x))

144.Mika(D-NA)
145.Hyumin(D-NA)
146.Karam(D-NA)
147.Injoon(D-NA)
148.Jay(D-NA)

149.Jihyun(4Minute)
150.Hyuna(4Minute)
151.Gayoon(4Minute)
152.Jiyoon(4Minute)
153.Sohyun(4Minute)

2010-06-28T17:47:00.002+08:00

Karam, Park Hyuncheol 박현철♥

today is karam and mika's birthday.

wish them a happy birthday! ^_^

생일 축하 합니다

사랑하는 MiKaram

생일축하 합니다

D-NA fighting~!

2010-06-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

감사합니다 언니~ !! Wendy&Yannis! ^________^

YAY, i'm going to b2st autograph session.!!
나는 빨리 그들을 만나고 싶어 죽겠는다!
나는 매우 행복하다 하하. ^_^
B2ST & F.Cuz 화이팅~!!
요섭오빠 현승오빠 예준오빠 ♥
안녕.~

2010-06-03T14:15:00.002+08:00

PLEASE SUPPORT BEAST/B2ST AND LOVE THEM~!
감사합니다 ^_^

안녕하세요.
since i've not post for a long time, then i will post about the past few days.

monday
went bugis with wendy and yannis.

accompany them eat lunch at kfc first then i go buy donut.

after that went to iluma cc then yannis want go ps.

so we went to ps cc first, then went foodcourt eat my donut.

and we bought alot of food to eat, lol.

eat finish went to diaso then went home.

tuesday
went to school for english remedial.

after that went macdonald eat breakfast.

then go hub walk awhile.

then went to csm cc, then went to joanne's house.

at her house awhile, then went down csm eat lunch.

after lunch went back to her house.

then blahblah and went home.

yesterday

meet wendy, yannis and joanne.

went macdonald eat lunch then went suntec.

after that hanis and martin came.

then went marina arcade, after that joanne went off.

then we went to raffles city bought the klub tickets.

after that went esplanade, then walk to the new brigde.

at night the brigde very nice.

then went take photo and went home.

b2st are coming to sg~!!!

그 수 있는 것을 기다리는 요섭오빠 과 현승오빠~!♥

비스트 화이팅!

안녕.~~

2010-05-20T20:02:00.006+08:00

안녕하세요~

i love beast/b2st ttm! ♥

yoseob, hyunseung! 비스트 화이팅 (beast/b2st hwaiting)

can't wait for them to come singapore. ^_^

didn't went to school from tuesday.

but we have been practicing for 2pm flashmob.

cause this weekend is the actual flashmob.

hope we will win.. @@

can't wait for beast/b2st flashmob! 하하하.

요섭 현승 오빠 사랑해요. ~^_^~

세상를 바꿀 수 있는 유일한 사람들은 오직 그렇게 믿는 사람들뿐.

2010-05-12T15:28:00.003+08:00

비스트 화이팅~!!

양요섭 장현승 사랑해요♥. ^_^

2010-05-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

你好，我今天就用华语．
可是我的华语不是很好希望你们不介意．
今天不用去学校所以我跟我的朋友出去．
我们先去Heartland Mall因为Yannis要去的珍所还没开．
所以我们在那里买东西吃现，然后才走去那里．
看好了我们答地铁去Plaza Sing到了我们就去Comics Connection．
总于有Beast/B2ST的东西，太开心了，哈哈！
可是还没个人的东西，还要等了．．
然后我们去走走就回去红茂桥．
到了我们就去VL玩．
很久没玩了所以忘了怎么玩＠＠．
玩到五点多就回家了．
明天要回去学校了，然后拜三就继续考试了．
嗨，为什么天气那么热＠＠！
好了就到这里，再间．～

～会不会太过分了呢？＞＜

2010-04-30T20:05:00.005+08:00

WooYoung Oppa, Happy Birthday!♥ ^___^
생일 축하 합니다
생일 축하 합니다
사랑하는 ♥장우영
생일축하 합니다

Hi, it's woo young's birthday today! ^___^

found the birthday song, but don't know correct anot.

today had english and chinese listening compre.

then 11.30 dismiss, went yannis's house.

cooked and eat, then blahblahblah.

after that go home, byeeeee~!

2010-04-29T15:35:00.006+08:00

hello, ^____________^
midyear exam starts from today~!
so today had english, had paper one first.
then recess, canteen flooded cause whole school tgt.
then after that had paper two, the paper see alrd also don't feel like doing. -.-"
cause the teacher don't know how set one, set until got so many mistake.
then dismiss quite early, then go hub.
zz, bored bored bored~!! @@

"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars."

2010-04-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hi, will post about the weekends. ^__^

24April (Sat)
went to bugis with wendy and yannis.
reached and we went for lunch first.
after that went to take neoprint, if i'm not wrong.
then went iluma comics connection, no b2st things sial. :'[
then went arcade, didn't know that the rooftop got another arcade.
the rooftop one is better, maybe because the below one go until sian alrd.
then after that... i forget alrd, lol.
then went back amk hub, bought a new wallet like finally.~
last time so sorry need them walk here walk there just to find my wallet.
now finally bought it so don't need worry alrd, haha.
after that went central bought things and bused home.

25April (Sun)
went pasir ris park with wendy, yannis, sw and sw's three friends.
bused there, then change bus to downtown.
then went to the park, they rent roller blade.
i the only one never play, last time also, xD
i never play so i accompany wendy cause she first time play.
then later she don't want play arld, so change to bicycle.
so they all go play, then i sit there myself.~~
after that went e-hub, went to the arcade.
then bused back to white sand mall for dinner.
then bused home.

erm, then today school the same, after school went sumo house eat then went home.

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be."

2010-04-21T17:25:00.004+08:00

erm, hi i'm back to update blog.
too lazy to update, so didn't update for quite a long time.
so, today is wednesday and there's no more mock exams! YAY.
actually today can wake up late but i woke up quite early,
so got alot of time before i go to school.
then first period chinese, had test...
then later got pe, did the shutter run and standing board jump.
after that blahblah, last period science teacher never come but got worksheets to do.
then after school went to eat lunch at macdonald with wendy and yannis.
after that go walk awhile and bused home with wendy noona.
ebs homework haven't do yet, the worst thing is tomorrow first lesson is ebs. -.-"
life is so bored nowadays, boring boring boring~!!
byebye.

2010-04-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

"We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

Hi! yesterday e-learning so don't need go school.
so went out with 1 2 3 4 5 6.
went to city hall, reached and we went to eat at macdonalds.
then yannis and jw went to play pool and the rest went arcade.
play until very bored alrd so went to watch them play pool.
then then then after that went esplanade rooftop take pictures.
then we went outside sit awhile and joanne went home.
then we went the art museum just nearby.
after that we from there walk until national museum.
it's far, walk until leg pain. lol.
then finally reach, so went in.
first time go national museum, inside very nice.
then got alot of rooms so we one-by-one go in.
all very nice, but some closed cause we went there too late.
went out and the sky was alrd dark, time past so fast went we are having fun.
then walked to the mrt station and went home.
byeeeeeeeeeee! ^___^

"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you."

2010-03-31T18:17:00.003+08:00

konichiwa, i'm back to post.
went to school early in the morning instead because got mock exams.
then had chinese, teacher show us a video about the earth thingy.
can say that we are so lucky to be in singapore,
see alrd like want cry they so kelian~~
we don't know what will happen tomorrow so we must cherish every moment!
then had the other lessons, blahblahblah.
after school had chinese oral so went canteen eat.
then blahblahblah, aiya lazy type so sayonara~!! ^____^

"There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose it's meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."

2010-03-30T17:07:00.009+08:00

konichiwa wa wa~!! ^__^
went to school early in the morning.
and had english first, did group work.
then pe had the beep test again, and we all improved~!! :D
after that was Mr. Loh's lesson, my favourite teacher. ~^__^~
then after school went hub for lunch with wendy, yannis and joanne.
then yannis went off, so we three go walk awhile and went home.

"Happiness is time spent with a friend and looking forward to sharing time with them again."

2010-03-21T15:09:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes it isn't that bad if we look at the bright side of it."

konichiwa~!! ^_^
erm... actually i've nothing to post. (lol)
so... sayonara~!! xD

2010-03-15T14:38:00.002+08:00

konichiwa, i'm back!~

yesterday
santa claus and snow white stalk me go to the youth class there.
so morning meet them and cabbed there.
reached but they cannot go in so they went other place.
then end le they come back find me then we go to the park there play the swing until like some three year old children, lol.
then play until very hot so we take bus go the nearby mac eat.
eat finish we take bus back, then was raining heavily.
then i went home.

today
morning went to meet wendy then i was late, cause wake up late. xD
then went to meet yannis and joanne then we went to kfc eat breakfast.
we were the first customer, hahaha.
then they eat finish le, left me still eating then was going to be late for maths remedial then we walk back to school.
reached alrd then was late so everyone was arld in class.
then finished yannis went for soccer then me, wendy and joanne went back hub.
walk awhile and bought things then went home.

okay, sayonara! ^__^

"If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was."

2010-03-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

"Hoping for it and knowing that it will not come true."

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Nothing to post so post this, bye!

"A tear is made of 1% water and 99% feelings."

2010-03-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

Friends are like a lighter,

that lights up the candle

and brighten up the day.

We laugh, cry and get angry,

but we still cares for each another.

So don't walk behind me,

I might not lead the way,

don't walk infront of me,

I might not follow,

just walk beside me,

and walk together friend.

I love my friends,♥

Byebye, off to pet society! ^__^

2010-01-26T17:29:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back to post. ^____^
This is my first post for this year, can see that I'm very lazy.
Today got pe then we practice the shutter run thing.
So we need to run here run there non-stop. -.-"
Run until I leg cramp, bacause I long time never exercise.
I hate sports!!
Then after pe is math test.
Then last period assembly, teach us how to draw.
That person draw until very nice sial.
Then after school went hub with wendy and yannis.
Me and wendy bought watch, last time want buy then wait until now then buy.
Then yannis want go fairprice so we two go buy things to eat then we go find her.
And we went home.

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.

2009-12-31T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hello, :D
My blog is so dead because i'm way too lazy to update.
Today is the last day of this year, time past so fast.
Erm, will end here! xD

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

2009-12-17T14:22:00.003+08:00

Hello ^___^ , back to post for after so long.
Yesterday went to meet wendy and andy and we went to hub.
After awhile we trained to farrer and went to csm find joanne.
Went to eat lunch then we went to arcade and yannis came.
Then we play awhile then went to joanne's house play pool.
After that we went csm to buy the bbq food and back to joanne's house.
Then almost time we went down to prepare.
Then like going rain so we went back joanne's house and decided to cook and eat at her house.
Yannis say she want to cook for us so we went back csm to buy the things that she need to cook.
Back to joanne's house and yannis started cooking, I help to cut and wash, and they prepare the cup noodles.
Then yannis feed us eat the food that she cooked, ahahahas.
Then we start eating while watching tv.
Fyi, we ate prawns, crabmeat with fishcake, sausages, lettuce with fishballs and idk what thingy, cupnoodles and bacon. Alot right? Lol. Thanks to yannis. ^___^
Then we went to play poker cards, played until nine plus and homed.
Reached home at ten. Have fun yesterday with them.

Joanne I updated le horh.
xoxo.

2009-12-04T17:59:00.002+08:00

Morning i accompany wendy go school take books.
Then i help her carry her uniforms, i good right? xD
Then we went home, then later it start to rain.
Afternoon going 1pm the rain not so heavy then i go meet wendy.
We take bus to mrt station and trained to bugis.
Went iluma comics connection and we went to the arcade.
Bought the card cause we don't have the card.
Then we go play the music game and the cube again.
After playing we went to bugis street.
Then trained back to amk and went to amk hub.
Went to eat at food court then go walk walk and homed.

2009-12-03T16:49:00.003+08:00

taken long time ago @ MOF. ^___^

Yesterday i go csm find joanne then we go wait for wendy.

Then we go arcade awhile then go long john eat.

Eat finish we accompany yannis go food court eat.

Then me, wendy and joanne go back arcade again.

Play until no money then we go home.

2009-11-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Yannis♥.

Yesterday went to east coast park to picnic and celebrate yannis's brithday.
Me, wendy and joanne went hub the ntuc to buy cake and food.
Then we go taxi stand wait for yannis and we take cab to east coast.
Reach east coast then we go find a place to sit.
The beach there they renovating so we only can sit at the table there eat.
Then we cut the cake together and we start eating.
After we eat we take cab to eunos mrt station and take mrt to bugis.
Went iluma and saw five fake people/monster and we take photo wih them LOL.
Then went arcade then yannis got a elephant soft toy, together with the elephant got ladybird, monkey and pig.
Yannis got the ladybird for me, monkey for joanne and stitch for wendy.
Then we go play the music thing got alot of buttons then must press.
We play before at city square mall so we play again.
We play very long then got one lady want play so let her play then we go play the cube thingy.
Then went she play finish we go play again.
Play until six plus then we take mrt home.

2009-11-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

Today afternoon me and wendy went to school to submit some forms,
and it started to rain so we are stucked at school!-.-"
We waited for the rain to be not so heavy, and went to hub.
We went to eat and we went to joanne's house.
We reach farrer and joanne come mrt fetch us cause still raining.
Now still at joanne house. ^^

2009-11-12T20:47:00.004+08:00

Today afternoon me and wendy went to meet yannis and joanne.
And we went to watch 2012 at amk hub, the show very nice!!
Some parts very touching and we all cried, lol.
After the show we went to eat prata, they three want eat so i also eat.
Then we took bus to j8, reach j8 and we went to a shop.
Found the thing that i want to buy for yannis's early birthday present,
so when wendy and yannis went to another shop, joanne and me went back to buy.
Joanne also bought a present and have given to yannis.
I wait until we want take bus home then give her.
Hahas, glad that she like it. ^^
Sarangheyo, sister!♥

2009-11-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

First time doing a blog,so didn't know how to change blogskin. ;x

Then don't know how i changed it. ^^

Hope not to messed up anything again..

♥ Wendy,Yannis and Joanne!